The day has finally come, we are actually going to be temporarily moving to Edmonton Alberta to deliver our third baby.
So many last minute things and last minute packing. I felt like I had to leave everything in good order before we left in order to come back to normality. I guess I can be a bit of a perfectionist in that sense. Well I did have to surrender to a few things though which was the fact that I am 37 weeks pregnant and can’t move as fast as I am use to or do things too fast because I get tired just going up the stairs. So considering I had to take many breaks, I did manage to get things done around the house and I also had to surrender to asking for help with the kids and I am so glad I did thankfully not having kids to interrupt me every 5seconds it seems, it was a tremendous help.
Well with only having approx 3hrs of sleep I am not feeling too tired this Sunday morning. The adrenalin is kicking in and feeling the stress a bit and freaking out a bit and my mind is raising and making sure I didn’t forget anything specially stuff for the kids. If I did I don’t remember anymore.
We are to meet our friends the Goh’s at 9:00a.m. They have been extremely kind and have offered to drive us in their motorhome all the way to Edmonton and Chris is to follow in his truck with all our things. I will be forever grateful to them for this generous offer.
I figure if the baby hasn’t come by now because yesterday was soo stressfull, this baby doen’st want to come out until the exact due date which is the 23rd of April.
We managed to start our road trip at 9:30a.m. not too bad I have to say and I honestly felt at ease leaving and starting our journey, I was a bit sad because I was going to miss my family and even yesterday I was a lot more sad and had a few moments where I broke down. So much change happening I felt. My brother left this morning with his wife and baby, they moved to Toronto and who knows when I will see them next, so that was emotional they came to say goodbye last night at midnight, I will miss them lots and miss my little nephew sooo much 🙁 My parents are currently left without any grandkids and I know how much they will miss the kids while we are gone 🙁 I know that everything is happening for a great reason and I am ok with that right now.
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